a sense of contented comes into my mind...a very little things...
today i go to collect the photostated books...during the tutorial class, my classmates saw the books...they thinks the books are very helpful to us...want to have a copy too...
feel very happy...another new deal business for u...
a very simple things can make me feel happiness...able to do things which is helpful to u...i am contented about...really...
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
getting sick...lose my voice...a lot of things still need to carry on...choir practice,counselling skill assessment,my teaching class...all need to speak...hope all will be all rite as soon as possible!!
poor fish...being bully by the executive supervisor of my company...my two weeks part time job changed to one week only...T.T...sob sob sob...
well...my voice is what a damaged but sexy in these few days...if...........then i also can't work for this weekends...so...
poor fish...being bully by the executive supervisor of my company...my two weeks part time job changed to one week only...T.T...sob sob sob...
well...my voice is what a damaged but sexy in these few days...if...........then i also can't work for this weekends...so...
Monday, March 30, 2009
challenge:
1. to overcome the fate of my family, create a victory in life instead of following the path of the elder generation.
2. the relationship problem with justin. must have the confidence to gain happinesses.
3. health problem. pay attention on the health no matter how bz i m.
4. financial independent. must be able to pursue the tertiary education without giving pressure to the family by getting the scholarship and loan,working part time.
5. time management.
6. self esteem
7. get 3.75 CGPA.
8. the success of the choir's mini concert and the success in 2010 cultural seminar.
revolution of my life.
1. to overcome the fate of my family, create a victory in life instead of following the path of the elder generation.
2. the relationship problem with justin. must have the confidence to gain happinesses.
3. health problem. pay attention on the health no matter how bz i m.
4. financial independent. must be able to pursue the tertiary education without giving pressure to the family by getting the scholarship and loan,working part time.
5. time management.
6. self esteem
7. get 3.75 CGPA.
8. the success of the choir's mini concert and the success in 2010 cultural seminar.
revolution of my life.
Gone
our love gone...
since the day...i proposed to break...u din't say anything to remain the relationship...i've been very suffering when i to be with u...u r very strict to me...many of small matters to me...u can't withstand...scold me...until that time u want to make things clear via the phone... then i know how much are those small matters mean to u...
a very small matter...but u scold me as if it is very serious things...a very serious things, u didn't scold me as it is very serious one.
u blame me about ur result...because i cause u lack of sleep and mental for the exam, cause u unable to do the revision... u blame about my careless causing you injured...everything you blame on me, is it fair to me?u fail to score on your result, is you didn't study earlier before the exam... don't say u have no time... is excuse...u rather spend on ur facebook, ur game even you have no time, but not for ur study or me...u blame me...
am i a doll of you? u treat me as what exactly?like those cheap cheap girl?...lose control then no need to take the responsible?
it only about one and half mth we didn't see each other...u say u have no more feel to me...all the last few things u did for me which i sense ur love...while, to u,it was very long time ady...bt it only not more than two mths!!!
i shouldn't say break...it very serious...but how about u? i won't say about the words u use...every u scold me over the small matters, do u know how much i hurt?do u thinks i do all those the 'small matters'purposely?
actually i forget all about these ady...i think and think again... about our relation...nobody is perfect in the world, including me...what is main reasons i like you? what cause me want to be with you?it is your seriousness on ur work...we are different in many ways...perhaps we will grow from each other's...in strength and weaknesses...we will strive...to make the life better...it is the relationship i been looking for...
as i know nobody is perfect in the world...how can i say break over those small matters i can't withstand? then i will never get a true love...never get my spouse...
the fact is... u r selfish in r love...perhaps u never love me truly...u love urself more than u love me...u r protecting urself...perhaps it is because of the past experience makes u wanting to protect urself...perhaps u r the selfish one actually...
do u know how much u hurt me dat day until i want to break? a very small matter...i did it accidentally...i lock the lock for safety...bt...ur mum didn't say much on this...she just asked who did it...and reminded me never lock that lock...instead;u scold me badly...as if things very serious...u said i intend to cause u all being scolded by ur dad...
my tear nearly drop...it is not the 1st time u scold me over the small matter...i eager to run away from ur house immediately...scare other will find out i was crying...i bear...bear not to cry...pretend nothg happen...
u find i was annoying u that few days...u knew...it was semester break...my mum overseas...my bro need me for the jb business...i was going to move when my mum return...it actually no need to come bek kl so early...i still came to kl...for u...for the valentine...is my 1st time make chocolate, for the one i love...while...somethings happens in my house...my younger bro run away from the home on the day i come to kl...
u treat me coldly...again...u didn't fulfill ur promise...i didn't get the western meal u make...i make myself as the understanding one as i can...u just finish thesis and seminar on the valentine morning...u have tried ur best to finish them so that u can accompany me for the valentine nite...u r tired...that why unable to make the meal...
yet, the day after valentine...u treat me cold too...u busy...u r in hesitation about ur work...u seemed not welcome when i come to ur house...u busy for checking ur email,ur facebook, ur movie...yet, put me aside there...i still make myself understanding...but...the feeling of hurt again...from u...
my brother in the need...my younger bro run away from the house since i come kl...while..........................................what about u did to me?
finding a job is more important than everything?
then how about my younger bro?i am hiding my scare...maybe somethings bad happen to him...his safety...he lost for three days, u know??!!! my phone was kept ringing those days!!!
i was trying to repair our relationship...i believe everything can be solved when we talk...while...i never get the chance...
两个人在一起就是要学会包容，接受对方的一切。。。包容不代表容忍，接受不代表纵容。。。要学着从对方的优点成长。。。彼此学习。。。
since the day...i proposed to break...u din't say anything to remain the relationship...i've been very suffering when i to be with u...u r very strict to me...many of small matters to me...u can't withstand...scold me...until that time u want to make things clear via the phone... then i know how much are those small matters mean to u...
a very small matter...but u scold me as if it is very serious things...a very serious things, u didn't scold me as it is very serious one.
u blame me about ur result...because i cause u lack of sleep and mental for the exam, cause u unable to do the revision... u blame about my careless causing you injured...everything you blame on me, is it fair to me?u fail to score on your result, is you didn't study earlier before the exam... don't say u have no time... is excuse...u rather spend on ur facebook, ur game even you have no time, but not for ur study or me...u blame me...
am i a doll of you? u treat me as what exactly?like those cheap cheap girl?...lose control then no need to take the responsible?
it only about one and half mth we didn't see each other...u say u have no more feel to me...all the last few things u did for me which i sense ur love...while, to u,it was very long time ady...bt it only not more than two mths!!!
i shouldn't say break...it very serious...but how about u? i won't say about the words u use...every u scold me over the small matters, do u know how much i hurt?do u thinks i do all those the 'small matters'purposely?
actually i forget all about these ady...i think and think again... about our relation...nobody is perfect in the world, including me...what is main reasons i like you? what cause me want to be with you?it is your seriousness on ur work...we are different in many ways...perhaps we will grow from each other's...in strength and weaknesses...we will strive...to make the life better...it is the relationship i been looking for...
as i know nobody is perfect in the world...how can i say break over those small matters i can't withstand? then i will never get a true love...never get my spouse...
the fact is... u r selfish in r love...perhaps u never love me truly...u love urself more than u love me...u r protecting urself...perhaps it is because of the past experience makes u wanting to protect urself...perhaps u r the selfish one actually...
do u know how much u hurt me dat day until i want to break? a very small matter...i did it accidentally...i lock the lock for safety...bt...ur mum didn't say much on this...she just asked who did it...and reminded me never lock that lock...instead;u scold me badly...as if things very serious...u said i intend to cause u all being scolded by ur dad...
my tear nearly drop...it is not the 1st time u scold me over the small matter...i eager to run away from ur house immediately...scare other will find out i was crying...i bear...bear not to cry...pretend nothg happen...
u find i was annoying u that few days...u knew...it was semester break...my mum overseas...my bro need me for the jb business...i was going to move when my mum return...it actually no need to come bek kl so early...i still came to kl...for u...for the valentine...is my 1st time make chocolate, for the one i love...while...somethings happens in my house...my younger bro run away from the home on the day i come to kl...
u treat me coldly...again...u didn't fulfill ur promise...i didn't get the western meal u make...i make myself as the understanding one as i can...u just finish thesis and seminar on the valentine morning...u have tried ur best to finish them so that u can accompany me for the valentine nite...u r tired...that why unable to make the meal...
yet, the day after valentine...u treat me cold too...u busy...u r in hesitation about ur work...u seemed not welcome when i come to ur house...u busy for checking ur email,ur facebook, ur movie...yet, put me aside there...i still make myself understanding...but...the feeling of hurt again...from u...
my brother in the need...my younger bro run away from the house since i come kl...while..........................................what about u did to me?
finding a job is more important than everything?
then how about my younger bro?i am hiding my scare...maybe somethings bad happen to him...his safety...he lost for three days, u know??!!! my phone was kept ringing those days!!!
i was trying to repair our relationship...i believe everything can be solved when we talk...while...i never get the chance...
两个人在一起就是要学会包容，接受对方的一切。。。包容不代表容忍，接受不代表纵容。。。要学着从对方的优点成长。。。彼此学习。。。
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Just don't want to join any of the dcl group.
just want to isolate myself
feel tired with the social life.
Perhaps is just want to make myself alone.
busy for the work, class and the RC society recently.
although is very busy, but i am contented with my life.
perhaps is too busy, want to give myself some spaces in the isolation, and have a rest.
just want to isolate myself
feel tired with the social life.
Perhaps is just want to make myself alone.
busy for the work, class and the RC society recently.
although is very busy, but i am contented with my life.
perhaps is too busy, want to give myself some spaces in the isolation, and have a rest.
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