mother's day

three days ady
my younger brother run away from home...before motheer's day...the day they want to back Segamat for my cousin's wedding.
i intended to give my mum surprise when she reach Segamat (my sis will pass the facial cream i bought as the present of Mother's day)...well, my younger bro lost...then,she did not back Segamat...

no one i can talk to...they won't understand!!!! my mum...i never can get to communicate with her!!
she thought i gang up with my sis to protect my younger bro from mistake!!! she scold me...'as a teacher, but not act as teacher...protect the younger bro from mistake, he shall responsible for his action, u all are not helping him, is harming him...he becomes like this nowadays because of u!11'

he start to run away since Friday...he did not go to school on the day...my mum told me about this, but she sounds not care, she went to sleep instead of finding him...perhaps she used to it already or she tired for the problem...
well,my sis told me she found my younger bro at a cyber cafe on the next day...she send him back home then only she left...my sis not dare to send my bro to mum's working place or told mum about she found him...my younger bro will never forgive her if she tell mum...he sure will end up being punished seriously...
my sis ask me to double confirm from my mum whether she saw my younger bro at home when she back..cus he will run away again...
because of the poor relationship between my sis and mum, i have to be the messenger between them...when i ask mum again whether my younger bro back home already,she never check all the rooms in the house, then told me he haven't back.
on the third day(mother's day)...mum said she saw my younger bro in sis's room when she pass by the house...well, my sis is not there,she went to Segamat already... plus, her housemate said the room is locked by the locker outside. so, it is impossible got someone inside the room...
because of the situation, i told mum about my sis send him back home yesterday already...

my sister angry me about it...my mum angry me not to tell her!! she thought i gang up with myy sis...she never understand!!! never care about how others feel...if i told her, my younger bro will hate the family!!! he will feel sense of betrayal...

he never back home for 3 days already...i intended to give mum a happy mother's day even i can't be with her...however, it end up with misunderstanding...being scold by mum...and my younger bro lost...

perhaps it is the reason of feeling shame when he back Segamat...he looks ugly since working with the 'tiger'...'tiger' make his hair in botak...with tanned skin and pimples face...so he want to run away from the house to escapes everything...

how i wish i can make the family happiness...i always make a mess...i want to quit myself from the issue...it is not the way of solving problem...how i wish there is someone tell me'never mind, u try ur best already...they will see ur efforts in one day'...