about us

i saw ur message in the morning...
the vibration of the alert of ur message waking me up...

in ur message 'i have no comment...i heard u gt a new bf grat if it is happening'
it must be ur mum's colleague talk about it...

people misunderstood he is my bf when i bring him to work...in fact... i not well with him...
Kong told me about he will not back hometown during the semester break...so i ask him to replace the absent teacher...that simple...

from ur message...i guess...r u wanting to test me whether will have another new bf so u broke with me?
if so...it is not funny at all...what a childish!!

where r u?

fifth day already
from the moment i open my eyes this morning

where r u now? we wonder to know...
we r worrying...missing u...
it is making we all crazy....

mum said want u to quit from study, and go for work.... two days ago...with the sound of angry...
from yesterday...she called me...with the sound of despair and worry...u never run away for more than three days...

where r u?my dearest brother....

mother's day

three days ady
my younger brother run away from home...before motheer's day...the day they want to back Segamat for my cousin's wedding.
i intended to give my mum surprise when she reach Segamat (my sis will pass the facial cream i bought as the present of Mother's day)...well, my younger bro lost...then,she did not back Segamat...

no one i can talk to...they won't understand!!!! my mum...i never can get to communicate with her!!
she thought i gang up with my sis to protect my younger bro from mistake!!! she scold me...'as a teacher, but not act as teacher...protect the younger bro from mistake, he shall responsible for his action, u all are not helping him, is harming him...he becomes like this nowadays because of u!11'

he start to run away since Friday...he did not go to school on the day...my mum told me about this, but she sounds not care, she went to sleep instead of finding him...perhaps she used to it already or she tired for the problem...
well,my sis told me she found my younger bro at a cyber cafe on the next day...she send him back home then only she left...my sis not dare to send my bro to mum's working place or told mum about she found him...my younger bro will never forgive her if she tell mum...he sure will end up being punished seriously...
my sis ask me to double confirm from my mum whether she saw my younger bro at home when she back..cus he will run away again...
because of the poor relationship between my sis and mum, i have to be the messenger between them...when i ask mum again whether my younger bro back home already,she never check all the rooms in the house, then told me he haven't back.
on the third day(mother's day)...mum said she saw my younger bro in sis's room when she pass by the house...well, my sis is not there,she went to Segamat already... plus, her housemate said the room is locked by the locker outside. so, it is impossible got someone inside the room...
because of the situation, i told mum about my sis send him back home yesterday already...

my sister angry me about it...my mum angry me not to tell her!! she thought i gang up with myy sis...she never understand!!! never care about how others feel...if i told her, my younger bro will hate the family!!! he will feel sense of betrayal...

he never back home for 3 days already...i intended to give mum a happy mother's day even i can't be with her...however, it end up with misunderstanding...being scold by mum...and my younger bro lost...

perhaps it is the reason of feeling shame when he back Segamat...he looks ugly since working with the 'tiger'...'tiger' make his hair in botak...with tanned skin and pimples face...so he want to run away from the house to escapes everything...

how i wish i can make the family happiness...i always make a mess...i want to quit myself from the issue...it is not the way of solving problem...how i wish there is someone tell me'never mind, u try ur best already...they will see ur efforts in one day'...

happy mother day

mother's day is coming this weekend

finally...i give my gift to her...Justin mother...
she treat me very well when i still in date with Justin...like my another mother in KL...
i have been wanting to visit her long time already...i don't have the courages to do so...by the way, i broke with Justin...worry if i visit his mother, i will disturb them...

it is the 1st time i stay in KL without accompany my mum on Mother's day...
getting homesick...miss my mother there...hope she will understand my situation...happy mother's day to her...

My dear choi choi give me what a surprise few day ago...she leave PLKN early for study in INTI with diploma in IT...very shocked to hear the news...she changes her mind so fast...
anyway...i feel a sense of security when i know she is in subang...at least there is my dearest friend near me...i can go to find her whenever i miss her or get homesick or feeling down(hehe...in fact i seldom find her)...perhaps,i depends on her emotionally...she is the one who will understand me...give me comfort whenever i m sadness...

WAITING

finally~finish my exam...the process very smooth...eventhought i got part time job before the exam...
i excel myself in the 1st week of my nescafe promoter job...top perfomance...because of the offer at the location...and plus a little of my effort...
all the difficulties and chanllenges are overcame successfully...
well...how about us?

cao ge song--shu dao wu da ying wo

第一次看着你 就为你心动(di yi ci kan zhe ni jiu wei ni xin dong)
聪明的我 怎能让你走(cong ming de wo,zen neng rang ni zou)
第二次看见你 我竟然失控(di er ci kan jian ni, wo jing ran shi kong)
是我的错 请你原谅我(shi wo de cuo, qing ni yuan liang wo)
第三次看见你 想要告诉你(di san ci kan jian ni, xiang yao gao shu ni)
我真的爱你 是真的爱你(wo zhen de ai ni, shi zhen de ai ni)
第四次看着你 我有些要求(di si kan zhe ni, wo you xie yao qiu)
希望你能够 安安静静地聆听(xi wang ni neng gou, an an jing jing de ling ting)
1让我保护你(1 rang wo bao hu ni)
2让我照顾你(2 rang wo zhao gu ni)
3所有的要求不能当作游戏(3 suo you de yao qiu bu neng dang zuo you xi)
4接受这命运(4 jie shou zhe ming yun)
5永远不分离(5 yong yuan bu fen li)
那最后一个一定要说你愿意(na zui hou yi ge yi ding yao shou ni yuan yi)
wanna be your lover i wanna be your man
我只要你开心多一点(wo zhi yao ni kai xin duo yi dian)
Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福的永远(gei ni xing fu de yong yuan)
第一次看着你 就为你心动(di yi ci kan zhe ni, jiu wei ni xin dong)
聪明的我 怎能让你走(cong ming de wo, zen neng rang ni zou)
第二次看见你 我竟然失控(di er ci kan jian ni, wo jin ran shi kong)
是我的错 请你原谅我(shi wo de cuo, qing ni yuan liang wo)
第三次看见你 想要告诉你(di san ci kan jian ni, xiang yao gao shu ni)
我真的爱你 是真的爱你(wo zhen de ai ni, shi zhen de ai ni)
第四次看着你 我有些要求(di si ci kan zhe ni, wo you xia yao qiu)
希望你能够 安安静静地聆听(xi wang ni neng gou, an anjing jing de ling ting)
one让我保护你(one, rang wo bao hu ni)
two让我照顾你(two rang wo zhao gu ni)
three所有的要求不能当作游戏(three, suo you de yao qiu bu neng dang zuo you xi)
four接受这命运(four, jie shou zhe ming yun)
five永远不分离(five, yong yuan bu fen li)
说你愿意(shou ni yuan yi)
wanna be your lover i wanna be your man
我只希望给你多一点(wo zhi xi wang gei ni duo yi dian)
Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天(gei ni xing fu mei yi tian)
因为我 wanna be your lover i wanna be your man(ying wei wo......)
我只要你开心多一点(wo zhi yao ni kai xin duo yi dian)
Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远(gei ni xing fu dao yong yuan)
你说你害怕 因为受过伤(ni shou ni hai pa,yin wei shou guo shang)
不需要害怕 因为我不是他(bu xu yao hai pa,yin wei wo bu shi ta)
wanna be your lover i wanna be your man
我只希望给你多一点(wo zhi xi wang gei ni duo yi diaan)
Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天(gei ni xingfu mei yi tian)
因为我wanna be your lover i wanna be your man(yin wei wo.......)
我只要你开心多一点(wo zhi yao ni kai xin duo yi dian)
Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远(gei ni xing fu dao yong yuan)

i never know i was an angel to u. PRAWN, CHOI and HUI.